Writing on a vow of love

The first few months with Yamapi were weird. His owner treated him with some respect and not just a sex slave. Shige couldn’t be any happier. He didn’t want to be free but to stay with Yamapi forever. Yamapi said they should be friends and makes Shige walk with him around the garden.

Yamapi’s mansion was huge. It takes up half of the town they live in. Shige still gets lost to this day whenever he is by himself. He doesn’t know if the rooms he’s been sleeping in are the same ones as the night before.

Shige asked Yamapi if the other got lonely sometimes. Yamapi laughs and says he does that’s why he bought Shige to keep him company. The rich owner then asks Shige about the necklace he’s always wearing making the young boy blush.

“Want to come to the party tonight?” Yamapi asked as he hands Shige another book to read.

Shige takes the book. “Thanks.”

“No problem.”

“Um…” Shige has never been to a party except that one time with Koyama at the school. Even then he felt left out because he didn’t have a date. “I don’t know.”

Yamapi laughs. “You don’t have to come, but I want you to be there.”

Shige stares at the book deep in thought. He always declined to go to parties because he doesn’t know anyone there and he doesn’t want to cling onto Yamapi the whole time. But if the other wants him there…”Ok. I’ll go just this once.”

Yamapi jumps up in joy. “Yes.” And he gives Shige a kiss on the cheek.

Sex with his new owner was truly amazing. Shige remembers the first night. Yamapi had been careful and tried not to hurt the younger boy. Filled with emotion and it was a pace that made Shige feel ultimate pleasure. They would cuddle afterwards and then drift off into sleep.

But during one session, Kato could tell something was off. Yamapi kept his eyes closed the whole time and didn’t seem to be really into it. Shige could do nothing but take whatever his owner had to give him. Yamapi’s eyes were tightly shut as he neared his climax and Shige wasn’t anywhere near release. A few seconds later, Yamapi came with a name that Shige never heard before.

“Tego…”

At that moment, Shige felt so horrible that he was less than dirt. The first person that popped into his mind was Koyama. His precious Kei-chan. They boy he won since he was four years old. Shige couldn’t cuddle with Yamapi that night. He got up and ran into his own bedroom. He reaches for the necklace that was one the nightstand and clenches it tightly to his heart.

How long has it been since he thought of Koyama? A month? Three months? Was it more than that? He didn’t want to leave Yamapi though. His owner was kind to him and treated him with respect. But…Koyama…?

“I have the perfect outfit for you to wear.” Yamapi says as they walked down the many hallways. “It will bring out your colors.”

“My colors?” Shige pokes his cheek lightly.

Yamapi laughs. “Yes, and people will notice you so they have no choice but to dance with you.”

“I…I don’t know how to dance.” Shige blushes.

“It’s easy. I’ll teach you once you try on the outfit.” Yamapi smiles gently.

“Yamashita-san.” One of the maids called out holding a house phone. “You have a phone call.”

“Who is it?”

“He says he’s Yuya.” The maid replied.

Yamapi freezes up before bowing to Shige. “We’ll continue this later, ok?”

“…Ok…” Shige watches as Yamapi quickly grabs the phone and locks himself in a room.

The young boy frowns while making his way back to his bedroom. Yamapi has been drifting further away lately. Shige knew he can’t really care what his owner does because he is just a sex slave. He has no claim over Yamapi and can’t get jealous if Yamapi is seeing someone else.

Shige closes the door and looks over to the nightstand. Koyama’s necklace is still sitting there. He doesn’t have the heart to wear it anymore. Not after he neglected the thought of Koyama. His heart begins to beat unsteadily and he feels his throat begin to swell with the beginning of tears. He lies down on the bed while reaching for the necklace. Holds it tightly close to him.

He wants to see Koyama so badly. He thought finally getting out of that whorehouse would be easier. When in fact it just made it harder because now he’s stuck with an owner he didn’t want to leave from. He’s still eighteen and he made a vow to finally confess his feelings for his best friend.

Tears fell and Shige didn’t stop them. He hopes Koyama has moved on to a better person and has a wonderful life. He still hangs onto the necklace when he closes his eyes.

“Tag! You’re it!”

Ten year old Shige pouts as he stares at his eleven year old friend Koyama. “You cheated.”

“What?”

“You cheated!” Shige yells to make himself clear.

Koyama shakes his head. “No, I didn’t. You’re just too slow.”

“I’m not slow!” Shige continues to yell. “Take that back!”

“Yes you are!” Koyama yells back. “It’s true and you know it!”

“You’re a liar and a loser!”

“Take that back!”

“Not until you take back that slow comment!”

“I’m not going to!”

Shige got so angry. He pushed Koyama down to the ground so hard that the slightly older boy scratched his knee. Blood starts dripping down the damaged skin and Koyama cries from the pain.

“Now you’re a big baby!” Shige continues. “I’m going to tell your mommy!”

Koyama stops crying for a second to push Shige. The young boy lost his balance and fell backwards, tumbling down a slope and stops before he hits the lake in the meadow where the two always played at. Shige looks down and sees a cut on his arm. Tears prickles at the corner of the young boy’s eyes and Koyama runs over to him before stopping in his tracks.

“Ha!” Koyama points mockingly at his friend. “Now who’s the baby?”

Sniffing once, twice, Shige cries. He continues to cry until Koyama sits down before him on the ground. “I’m sorry. Don’t cry.”

Shige isn’t listening and keeps crying. Koyama is worried that he seriously hurt his one and only best friend. He runs over by the lake, grabs a bit of water before going back and cleans off the blood on the cut. Shige tones down the crying to sniffles as Koyama gets something from his back pocket. Hearing a wrapper being opened, Shige looks down to see Koyama putting a band aid on his cut.

“Eh?” Shige blinks down in confusion at his treated wound.

“Mama always gives me a band aid before I come out and play.” Koyama explains with a smile. “It works because Shige-chan is no longer crying.”

Shige blushes as his heart skipped some beats.

“Shige…” Yamapi pokes him lightly.

The young boy blinks as he looks at his owner who seemed to be in a bright cheery mood. “Yamapi?”

“Did you cry again?” Yamapi touches the young boy’s cheek lightly as he noticed that the young boy was holding the necklace. “Is it that person again?”

Shige never told Yamapi about Koyama. Never had a reason to. His heart begins to break even more knowing the face that he can’t even mention Koyama to anyone. He just nods his head as he puts the necklace back on the nightstand. “Yes.”

“Don’t worry.” Yamapi smiles. “I’m sure you’ll see that person again.” He stands up while offering his hand to the other. “Ready for the fitting and dance lessons?”

“Yes.” Shige smiles back as he gets out from the bed instantly forgetting about his childhood friend.